2009年5月8日星期五

Bad day!

I don't have mood to update my blog today cause stupid Patrick asked me to send him picture but i refused.I am sure he's mad right now but i don't want him to since it makes me upset.Does he remember i am still sick?I cant be angry and sad ,you know it's bad for my hepatitis.

This morning i woke up at 7:30am then i signed on my qq.After twenty minutes i saw Patrick was on,but his first hi is not for me.Who?You ask me who he said to?That's someone in the chat room,maybe Anne or Zoe.I don't know why i am so mean now,whatever,i don't like that.OK and then he told me he had fixed his video and asked me to watch that Korean music video.So i need to pretend that i didn't awake and watch that video by stealth.That video is really sad ,what's more, it made me cry."Although i say i hate you now,I'll be missing you."It seems like my words ."Although i cant be with her now,i am still in love her."That's Patrick's.Every time Patrick told me he was sad and i asked him why.He always said because I'm there.There is a stupid ocean between he and me.Everything can be fixed but the distance.

I need to take my breakfast after i finished watching that video.And my mom asked me to cook rice noodle myself .That's OK.Rice noodle is still good but she wanted me to cooked on her way and we argued with the way of cooking.Oh my god......when could i take my breakfast,i was hungry.At that time my stomach was objecting,it asked me to give in.Whatever only if my stomach could accept it.

But i ate too much, i was full.So i went out to walk for digestion.But Patrick was happy cause he likes me to be chubby.And now i am heavier now...51kg...This is the garden i walked around. After that i was waiting for a chance to voice with Patrick.I am have a talent to be a thief and so does Patrick.Hehe......He hided in the toilet to voice with me.I know he loves me so much and now he doesn't believe that i love him.The end of our voice was not good......He ended the voice chat with a mad voice.Originally, i want to go running tonight.But i don't have mood now.
Should I say i love you?Because you don't believe me anymore.

2 条评论:

Xenonyte 说...

Hey i didn't mean to ignore you when i logged on QQ, i was going to say hi to you, but Zoe left a message on the chatroom and i got distracted, ok love? Don't be mad. You're always in my heart. Yes i am always sad because we are far apart. But one day i want to visit you, hopefully soon..

I had fun being stealthy when chatting with you hehe. I was stupid though, i left my laptop on and i think my brother looked through our conversation on QQ, i didn't close the QQ BOX! i'm not sure if he read it or not, but the laptop was closed when i went to talk to you >___< and it was open when i went back downstairs!

I wasn't not mad at you when we finished talking with you that night, i was just really tired. Ok? Even if i'm mad at you i still care and love you..

K i'm going to finish my comment here so we can continue our conversation on SKYPE.. love you love..

Swan 说...

OK,i am not mad.Because i signed QQ to wait for you,when i found you didnt talk to me first i really a little...Complicated feelings...
You were really stupid,if he really read our conversation.I want to kick your ass now.
You cant treat me like even though you are tired.That's an excuse.Because you said you dont believe me i love you.Next time you cant do that anymore.I will try to love you more to make you trust me.Love you...love...